an irresistable itch

...well all set up...my own den...then this irresistable yearning started in me...wanted to paint again...can't remember myself  painting after 1998. got drenched in my studies...the year my clinicals started...or was it just that..?10 year long gap...trying hard ...setting up life...young dreams...wasted years...career,family and many other unorganised confusions.the scent of turpentine and oil rose over my still persisting confusions....time for tea...bismi is here...